smile doesn't always mean happiness :/

I walk around with a smile on my face all day, but inside im frowning and wishing you would understand. I give you a friendly hug, and I remember when those hugs meant something more to you. I pretend to like this new girl, but I hate her. She took you away from me and now I want to die. I can't compare to her because she's so beautiful. She's your everything and she's as close to perfect as it gets. So, while you think we’re still good friends, i'll be crying every night. You might think i'm happy, but i'm not guna be okay.