I made a promise on your birthday
that our friendship shall remain true
but the promise shattered into pieces
the day I met the person inside of you
he’s different from you my friend
yet you guys are one and same
he played too much with my emotions
so I quit playing his friendship game
Don’t think for a second that i don’t regret
throwing away a whole year of love
but our friendship was already dying
you just gave it one last ending shove.
You allowed your jealousy to control you
your anger was its partner in crime
instead of fixing what was already broken
you broke what can’t be fixed with time.
Maybe I am selfish or unforgiving
for saving myself in your time of need
but you are the ONE who pushed me away
I was just following your first lead.
I miss the way our laughter joins in harmony
and the way your smile brightens up my day
I miss the brilliance of the whole world
I miss the color before this eternal gray
I want to forgive you and start all over
but everyone tells me to just move on
should I listen to them and walk away
or should I help find what’s already gone?
I AM SOOOO OVER YOU.
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