seems like just yesterday.. i actually doubt it if you would still be able to read this.. hmmm.. that's why i have this courage to sent you a message.. hahaha.. yeah, i'm a chicken sh*t.. especially now that i'm at my blind side. it won't make me feel good acknowledging my weakness.. accepting my flaws.. but what good could pretending do right?
well, just yesterday morning, around 1 am, i opened my FB account.. and then, i have 2 friends request.. when i tried to see who they were, i was like, BOOM! when i saw your name.. of course, i was shocked.. who wouldn't be? after all the 'unfriend' and blocking thing that you did, i was not at all expecting anything at all..i don't really know but it made me feel good~~ in ways i could hardly fathom..
hahaha.. maybe, i really haven't move on yet.. maybe, i am still in the same spot where i was before..
maybe, i still hope and wish and pray for things someone could hardly imagine.. maybe, i am still in love with the same person, just like before.. it is, to my surprise, a feeling i could hardly hate.
now, i am tongue-tied.. still wondering what'll happen in the future. well, can i say this: i miss you? cause i really do..
iMISSYOU so bad..
thank you so much for everything :)
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