blah blah blah.. this is nonsense!

I don't get to post regularly nowadays. just some kinda busy with junior clerkship and I'm HATING it. like, I get tired almost everyday. I don't get to rest. Every other day 24hr duty sucks. I HATE OB-GYNE department. TOXICCCCC! and yeah, the smell. it SUCKS! really. I don't know how we did it-- staying in the delivery room for hours- especially in City Hospital. And I hate the thought that I get to meet very young mothers-- as young as 15v years old. What the heck! Population Explosion! I can't seem to fathom what the hell they were thinking! Namaaaan eh!

anyways, here at my room right now. It's past 12 MN already and i still can't sleep. Another 24hour duty today! yay! Another day of not being able to eat on time-- or not eat at all. another day of smelling like hell. Another day of sweating. Another day of feeling like you're in hell! And I am not exaggerating. Monday- REVALIDA. Haven't yet opened my GYNE book. Not sure either if the case they'd be giving to us is an OB or GYNE. namaan. torture! supeeer. like i wanna scream out loud, get out of med school and just stay at home! But i just can't. On my way to 4th year and i couldn't just ignore the things my parents did for me.

Better get some sleep. I'm off. will update after REVALIDA. i hate. good day!

CPC day

reckless that i am.. i couldn't seem to find my phone. okay, so desu ni? i am here right now at our annual CPC. and i am not listening cause i can't find my effin PHONE. ARGHHHHH! I have to find it or else I AM DEAD. naman. katangahan lang talaga. tanga sa lahat ng tanga. STUPIDITY at its best. tsk.

been looking for it for like 20 minutes now but to my dismay, i coudln't find it. GOODBYE cellphone? and GOODBYE SUPERMAN? okay. nada nada.. enough of me blabbering. have to look for it pa. BAD DAY! good bye!

Valentines Day-- nothing special ;)

It’s February 14. Happy Valentine’s Day! Well, yeah, I am sooo happy. My parents were here this day. But too bad, I have a class. Kakain sana kami sabay-sabay, too bad, our supposedly 830 class started at around 11 am. Tsk. Late na tuloy kami natapos (around 1230 pm).. I went home straight after that but they said that they’re going home na. Waaaah. It some kinda saddened me but what can I do? ‘twas all my fault. Naman kasi.. But I’m happy that they’re together this day. Though we were not able to spend sooo much time together (i mean, the three of us), seeing them together, happy, is enough for me to be happy. Yeah. No Valentine’s Date, no chocolates, no bouquet of flowers. But then so what? I don’t need ‘em anyway. :D

Anyway, I was not able to attend the courtesy call this afternoon. I was late so I decided not to attend. Hahaha. Bad, I know. Lazinesssss! I just went back to the city to eat and stroll. But I first Donated blood to the RED CROSS! Hurray!! Hahaha. After 5 long years, I was able to donate again. It feels good you know. J The needle is soooo BIG. As in! Hahaha.. And I got another RC card and a wrist band! Hahaha.. After RED CROSS, POPROCK. Had this moist chocolate cake, a baked mac and Fettuccine J (TAKAW lang noh? Bad trip kasi umuwi sina mother dear and dadootz ng maaga). POLYPHAGIA. Alright! I ENJOYED THE FOOD THOUGH. I will be missing 2 meals (oatmeal –Quaker Oats—and nesvita—they’re my staple food nowadays plus lotsa FRUITS). Yeah, I’m on a DIET cause I’m effin getting fat that my uniforms won’t fit me anymore. Okay. What else? After POPROCk, we (twinnie and me) went to Gmall to buy some stockings. But we ended up watching THE DARKEST HOUR. It’s a good movie. Pero nakulangan pa din ako. :D Went home after the movie.

And here I am. I planned earlier that I’m going to finish our requirements in Surgery (history and PE) but I ended up FB-ing, tweeting and updating this blog. Hahahah. Can’t help it. Im Sorry. Have lots of things to say but I don’t have time na. I will be posting Photos here soon! I’m some kinda getting lazy nowadays! And I feel sooo tired.

Anyway, GOODBYE SURGERY DEPARTMENT, hello OB-GYNE DEPARTMENT. I’m gonna miss SURGERY a lot. One of the best departments ever. Well, nightmare start! 24hour duty every other day! Yay! I HATE it but imma take it as an opportunity for my DIET PROGRAM. No to starvation. Hahahah :D

LASTLY: I wanna share also something. I just helped a friend make his very first move to show this girl how much he loves her. Oh my!! Sweeeeeeet~~ J Kiliggg to the max lang ang peg ko. Alright! Enough of this. Imma sleep now cause I’d be waking up 3 or 4 hours after to finish my requirements! It’s 11 pm already. Ciao. God bless J Ki utsukete Kudasaii.

going through Day TWO

It's so weird. I totally don't feel good today. Cramping epigastric pain. It sucks. I could barely move my body. One li'l move and like an electricity, the pain runs from my abdomen to my lower back. They were teasing me, saying I'm in labor. Dang! I hate 'em. If only they knew what it feels like..how I'm feeling! Dang!

It's DAY TWO. I some kinda miss you. Well, i was missing you already-- even before you left. Imagine that? hahahaha. ok. bow. :D Awww. yeah. It's no joke. Cause I wanna tease you and all. Especially with Ms. H.. The FACIAL EXPRESSIONS :) hahaha.. ok. desu ni!

Ahmm. Done with my more than 30 hour duty from City Hospital. Yehey! I was able to make it.. I did it. DAY 1 Down. Yikes. Thanks to City Hospital for making me busy the whole day through. Thank you stab wounds, hacking and all trauma patients-- for the dressings and suturing activities (yeah, did suture some wounds yesterday). It made me busy. It made me not think about anything. I know it sounds selfish but there's nothing else that I can do but say thanks to all of you :)

Yikes. I'm dead tired today-- I just wanna lie down my bed and sleep.. but I just can't. still have to wash my SCRUB SUIT. shucks! I hate. Hahahah.. Hoping for a very TOXIC day tomorrow. Sana lang. I wanna suture wounds again.. Enjoying Surgery Department.

Goodluck to me.. and to you, take care always my SUPERMAN!
I miss you. and God bless..

anyway, thank you for his February 14. EFFORRRRRRTT much. thanks sooo much.
It's really not hard loving you. Yikes!

See you soon. REAL SOON :)))
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Day One

FIRST DAY. yay! It's already past 7am and I KNOW I'm late for duty. but duh! I don't feel like going. Some kinda getting lazy today. BAD. Just done taking a bath. Shoot!

Playing that song again. Wait for you by Elliott Yamin. LSS. Can't get over it and I don't know why. Hope I could make it.. This is just the first day. It actually sucks! yay!

SCREAM out LOUD. Stupidity at its best. LAZY! Now, hopeless and helpless. SUCKS! I can get through this day.. and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Not gonna grieve. k..

some lines from a poem from the past:

Have you ever felt,
Like you were holding a fragile heart,
That could break any second,
And then it shatters,
And you don't know how to fix it..

FIXING a BROKEN HEART.
Ciao..



for now.

this ain't GOODBYE..

what's good in saying goodbye? NOTHING!

it's been so long since the last time I posted something in this blog. Been sooo busy with my duty! HOORAY! I'm a certified JERK (Junior Clerk). Yeah. Doing hospital works is no good. Received 2 vaccines for safety reasons, doing grand rounds (meaning, you're going to stand for over an hour for one patient discussing his/her case), checking if there's progress, dressings, conferences and the likes.. It's some kinda tiresome but I could do nothing at all.

but anyway, I'm not here to talk about my being a certified JERK. I'm gonna talk about my bestfriend. my Tatay. A HighSchool classmate/friend. :)

We've met again after eons last December. Thank you to another friend, Nashiba Didaagun aka NASH DEE. And thank you to TYPHOON SENDONG. Ok. I was some kinda active with the med missions and giving relief goods that time. I always went to Marawi City to get donations, then back here again to distribute 'em. That had been my routine for 4-5 days I think. December 20, 2011 when we (I was with Nash, Hannah and Alay or Elay)decided give more reliefs to the victims. I was the one who has a contact with one of the Muslim youth leaders here in Iligan City. That day, tsa da! reunion :)I never thought he's been here for like 3 months already. We don't have communication anyway. Enough! hahaha.. too much intro. :)

Okay, yeah. We got closer and I don't know why. Hahaha. He's a good friend. He's a brother. Younger brother na ang sarap asarin (those facial expressions. haha).

well, he just left for Tangub City (I don't know where that place is. All I know is that it's near Zamboanga and it's a part of Misamis Occidental. bow). So, he was pulled out from here :)

yay! thank you soooo much tatay/bestfriend/bff :)) imma miss you. This aint goodbye.. See you soon. Real soon..



gwapo ang tatay ko noh? hahahah.. cropped this one actually. sorry tay. ;D



last photo of us together.. sa poprock. lunch time :))
(we were with ate Mimi..)

k. bow. bye.. FEBRUARY 06,2012

:))