it's so exhausting.. really.. helping someone with his/her problems but not being able to solve mine.. Neuro 2 exam will be next week, November 4 and I haven't studied a thing.. what'll happen to me?? yikes.. i wish i still have another week so that i could study.. worse, i don't even feel like studying even if i have a month.. waaah.. i just wanna cry out loud.. i wanna scream.. i wanna curse. i wanna kill time. hayst..
yesterday was our enrolment anyway.. and took me a day before i was able to finish all the process. I was effin tired that i wanna go to CDO to unwind.. but too bad, i was not able to do it.. i badly wanna buy an external memory because my Cubee is not functioning well.. i don't have a netbook/laptop anymore.. shoot! back to what happened yesterday. i was undecided.. i wanna go to CDO but i have no one to accompany me.. then, past 4 pm, when my sister texted me, asking me where i was.. asking me to go home early because dadootz gonna get mad if i'd be going home late.. so, past 4 pm, almost 5 (quarter to five i think) when i left Tubod. Traffic..
at TERMINAL.. yikes.. i hate the scene.. it was somewhat suffocating.. it made me a bit nauseous.. people here and there with this super EXTRA BIG LUGGAGE that you could hardly pass from the jeepney's entrance to its seats.. and there was this man who kept on smoking (i thought smoking in public is prohibited? bet, that man don't know this or just way to ignorant, he didn't understand that simple law).. arrgggh.. it was around 5 pm when we left Iligan City and i arrived safely at home around 630 pm.. (yeah, i was scolded a bit but what can i do?? i just can't make the jeep run faster, right?)..
then, sleep at around 730.. was not able to watch any shows.. too bad..
and here i am, still, blabbering about getting sooo tired despite my more-than-10-hours-sleep last night.. how about that? arrrgggh.. i hate me.. i hate life.
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