accepting my defeat

It was your choice

and i could do nothing at all

You left me with nothing.

as much as i want to talk to you

like before

when our laughter joins in harmony

we can't

it's impossible.

as much as how i want to tease you

and be near you

just like before

it cannot be.

we just can't.

don't wonder.

don't ASK.

before, i asked why can't we?

it was a question i've been wanting to ask

For so many times, it happened

I knew the answer-- but kept on denying it.

just recently, something inside of me

made me realize

that i'm right.

what i was thinking all along was right.

you CHOSE her.

that's it.

it's not that you don't want to talk to me

nor is it that we're not close anymore.

YOU CHOSE her.

it was your choice.

and you felt threatened-- your relationship.

threatened by the history that we have

the extraordinary friendship, isn't it?

ACCEPTANCE

that's what i've been wanting to do.

cause that's all that i could do.

it is something i on't wanna live with--

but i have to live with.

i could hardly fathom things.

but that's just how life it.

UNFAIR.

always UNFAIR.

you give so much--

but you get nothing in return.

You do good things--

but people forget it.

You make one mistake--

and everyone sees it.

Life-- that's life..

but God is not unfair.

He never is.

that's why, after all the struggles

the heartbreak and the defeat

and after accepting them all

Life gives you something more

something more that what you expect from it.

More than what YOU REALLY ASKED FOR.

Better.

Best.

i'm letting go.

my heart has been broken so many times.

crushed so many times.

i'm letting go.

and i forgive you.

but i will never forget a single thing.

all those things we had.

i'd be moving on-- forward.

on and on.

i will forever miss you.

Domo Arigato gozaimsu. ;)