LOVING YOU is a DISASTER..

yeah, that's true..

after all of these things.. i am stupid.. i am careless.. i am a FOOL..

i never thought i'd wait for you this long..

i never ever thought that though i know, it's impossible for you to come back into my life i again, i still hoped and wished for it..

how STUPID of me.. how pathetic of me..

but what can i do?

will you tell my heart to stop beating?

i feel so weak right now.. felt like a bucket full of ice was poured on me..

i NEVER believed what they say... cause i have trust in you..

i TRUST you.. bad..

**sniff.. sniff**

ok.. so now you're gone.. and what?

i need to pick up myself..

i need to heal the wound that you've caused me ALONE..

i am sad..

i am heartbroken..

i am heartbroken..

YEAH, i AM HEARTBROKEN..

for one last time, i'm gonna say this..

I LOVE YOU!

but i need to move on... let go..

though i don't want to, i have to..

so go.. find your happiness..

GOODBYE forever -B-..