THIS is ME :)

Who am I?? Hmmm. What you see is what you
get! I’m a real person inside and out… ♥ Well,
there are just two things to describe me… ♥I’m
real and I’m true. I don’t have to be nice just to please everybody. ♥If
you don’t like me, well I can’t do anything about it♥

♥I can be very frank and even too sarcastic at
times, u just have to accept me for who I am…♥I’m
always in a hurry & short tempered…♥I don’t
process what I said through the brain first…♥just come
out raw as it is therefore you have to think positively, otherwise you might
misunderstand it♥ I am realistic but I could always be inconsistent♥ I could
be TOO GOOD but could also be WICKED at times (you know what is meant by
balance…? Balance of nature—so they say.) ♥ I am moody,
choleric, weird, and always undecided. ♥ I could
also be HEADSTRONG and is easily PISSED OFF. ♥ I could
be SURREAL but be the one that you’ve been wanting♥

♥I don’t try hard to impress anyone. ♥ ♥Hey, it’s hard to please everybody ok? ♥ I am
very passionate and very motivated kind of person...♥thus,
my motivation to go out stems from my passion to never stay idle♥

♥I’m a
girl who’s very much into "soccer"…♥ I
don’t play, but I just love the game…♥ I am
a very active person…♥I’m not a "sit around and the world pass
me by" type of girl coz I love doing things all in one time (hahaha—but I
could be damn lazy at times.. when I felt like I just wanna lie for the rest of
my life.)♥

♥I can truly be SIMPLE, yet still have
style…♥ I Love CHALLENGES…♥
I Love adventures…♥ I love TAKING RISKS…♥
I love FOODTRIPS…♥ I love PARTIES…♥
I Love BUMMIN’ AROUND especially at the BEACH…♥
I totally love MUSIC…♥ things that are NOT CONTRADICTING CAN BE
BORING for me, as well as the routine manner of an everyday Life♥

♥I’m hella MOODY…♥ I’m
VAIN…♥ I’m SUPER FRIENDLY…♥ I’m very
FICKLE-MINDED…♥ I’m EASILY AMAZE…♥ I’m not
high maintenance, at least I don’t wanna be called one coz I’m DOWN TO EARTH
and i wanna be as SIMPLE as I could be…♥

♥I’m ALWAYS SMILIN’ yet I can be UNPREDICTABLE…♥ I may
have a little bit of everything, yet you shouldn’t be deceive! There are still
lots of things I wanna have and a college diploma is one of them…♥

♥ Music ha s been a
complement to my life…♥ how
sinful but it seems like I can’t live without music. ♥ [ain’t
the only one who feels the same way, anyway. ♥There are lots of
people out there who also feel like their life isn’t complete without music].
–whew… ahmmm… what else?? ♥ I
don’t know how I got hooked with loud music… ♥♥ I ain’t the type who’ll
go with mellow love songs… [Whew…] ♥I
love rock music and I don’t know why. ♥ I
am into the meaning of the song…♥
I don’t care under what genre it is as long as I love the meaning and the tune…♥ then end of the
discussion… ♥

♥WRITING
has been my HOBBY since high school;
poems, articles and anything under the sun. ♥Through writing,
I was able to escape the hurtful reality,
this messy world… ♥ through writing,
I was able to go to the other world, to go to the world where heartaches, pain
and struggles are absent. ♥Writing has been
my outlet… ♥but I’m telling
you, it isn’t my last resort. ♥I could do things
worse than attempting SUICIDE! ♥

♥ I am a
crybaby. I
could easily cry over little things. ♥ I would cry when I am happy and rejoicing…♥ I would
even cry when overjoyed.♥ I’d cry when I am sad, when I am hurt, when I am
broken-hearted, when I am feeling mad.. ♥ I would
cry for my friends (I usually do this, whew…),
for my family and most of all, for a beautiful song [hehehe] ♥ I am a certified cry baby [sorry people,

but I
won’t relinquish that title to anybody] ♥

♥take
the good with the bad…Smile when I’m sad, Love what I got, and remember what
I had. ♥Always forgive, But never forget, Learned from
my mistakes, but never regret… ♥People change… ♥Things
changed… ♥ I
changed. ♥ When things go wrong… Still ♥ I LIVE… ♥LOVE… ♥ROCK… & SMILE
coz ♥LIFE GOES
ON… ♥ (Really,
life goes on after almost everything fails… heck, care not what people might
say.. Live your life… love your life…♥

♥I never fail to smile & cheer up coz it gives me
courage to
continue struggling on life’s battle & I believe that life is
all about acceptance and letting go, learning how to accept things the way it is
makes life easier than what we actually think of♥ and
learning to let go cos it’s the only thing that we could do.. ♥it is
also a matter of choice… ♥I don’t believe in destiny… ♥it’s
only YOU who will decide on who you
want to stay in your life! ♥

I
have had lots of downfalls in my
Life.. (Mostly, unbearable)… but then,
surprisingly, I had managed to get through them (or so, I thought or so I
wished)… Most of the time, it came to my
mind that because of those “FAILURES”,
it would always be easy for me to handle tough times—those times when my defenses are too low that it’s like the
end of the world… but then, I am JUST
HUMAN… I always make mistakes and most of the time, I suffer because of
those mistakes and it’s like it was so hard to recover from it—feels like I am six-feet under the ground—and doin my last resort is my only
choice! It was more than going through a typical DEATH… Bleeding, crying,
sleepless nights… it’s like wishing for your deathbed…

The
feeling would be like the COMPLETE DAMAGE
of not only the heart and soul, but also
the whole-being!!

♥ Buth then, this is me…There was only one jEesAm created by God… ♥I was not
just a cut out like a cookie from dough… ♥I am so special… ♥I have my very own fingerprints… ♥my very
own face… ♥my very own body… ♥ ♥I have my
own thoughts, dreams, and feelings… ♥ I am UNIQUE in so many ways…♥ other
people may have different feelings from me… It is okay not to agree with
other people too… ♥I will make some mistakes and I will try to learn
from them… ♥I will laugh at myself but will not make fun of
others… ♥I will have fun living inside my skin… ♥ I have
values… ♥ I am one of God’s children… ♥ I am
important… ♥

I am me… ♥ I am
special coz there’s only one ME… unique!♥

♥The LOVE of my LIFE♥

♥I love my family and friends so much. They are my
treasure… ♥ I care not for
what other people might say but I love them so-so-so much. ♥

I love:

My family

-my parents ♥

-my sis and bros♥

My
friends

-I only have few – those we could call real and not pretenders! ♥

My BESTFRIEND

My kuyas and brothers:

-my ever one and only Kuya Wacky

-my Kuya Kim and Kuya Adel

-my kuya KIRA -Markee-

-kuya bulkad na Cute,

-kuya Edz

-black and red

-pink

-blue

-ice creams and pastas

-pizza

-lollipops

-traveling

-mountain hiking

-adventures

-bonfire

-camping

-sleeping under the roof of
stars

-my
skin

-my sadness

-my frailty

-baggy bags

-my eyes =P

-my
lips [read me… -xOxO-]

-glitters

-alternative musics

-writing poems

-getting tanned (my wishful
thinking)

-my notes

-my handwriting

-my artworks

-dictionaries

-scented candles

-smileys and hearts ♥♥♥♥♥

-Beaches

-Natures

-backpacks

-notebooks

-colors

-rain

-ballgames

-butterflies

-snakes

-white roses

-tulips

-walking barefooted on grasses

-dancing in the rain

-getting sick (weird… hehehe)

-moonlight

-stars

-surfing the net

-nail polish (BLACK and RED)

-shoes

-sleeveless top

-POEMS,
POEMS, POEMS

-MOVIES

-PRISON BREAK

-Books

-Reader’s Digest

-classic novels

-quotes, quotes, quotes

~~L~~
of deathnote

~~Michael Scofield~~ of Prison Break

-Niccolo Machiavelli’s “The
Prince”

ThESE artists:

-Life house

-Alanis Morissette

-My Chemical Romance

-Nickel back

-Parokya ni Edgar

-Michelle Branch

-Mest

-Bamboo

-Avril Lavigne

-Craig David

-The Corrs

-Vertical Horizon

-3DD

-Alterbridge

-Amber Pacific

~~Love these songs a lot~~

(will sing along with these… *lol*)

-Here with Me

-You learn

-Life Goes On

-Listen to Your Heart

-Somebody Else’s Song

-Better than Me

-Saving me

-Far Away

-Ode to my family

-Insensitive

-Here by me

-Out of my League

-Simon

-My Boo

-Couldn’t Love you more

-Come On

-You Just Believe in You

-Faraway

-Burn (alkaline trio –lol-)

And most of all

—I LOVE
MYSELF—

I hate YOU!

♥I
hate liars, people who takes me for granted and who takes advantage of my
weaknesses, heartbreaks, coz I love with all my heart and I just wanted to be
loved back. I really don’t ask so much… ♥

I just hate:

-perverts

-backbiters

-maniacs

-braggadocios

-exhibitionist

-betrayer

-liars

-opportunists

-cads

-narrow-minded
people

-narcissistic
people

-aphrodisiacs

-sluts

-psychopath

-social
climbers

-people
who don’t know their ethics

-insensitive
people (though sometimes, I could be one of them, hahaha)

-Public
Display of Affection

-trying
hard

-Mr.
and Ms. Know-it-all

-being
psych out

-bangus

-squids

-carrots

-papaya

-cockroaches

-rats

-planting
(hahaha…)

-racism
and discrimination

-biasness

-heavy
make-ups (so unREAL)

-high
heels

-people
wearing flip flops at school

-silence

-parasites

-waiting

-falling
in line

-emo
punks

-MSU’s
skater boys

-pessimists

-seminars

-dirty
nails

♥I don’t have time for
anonymous texters and stalkers. ♥ (hahaha…
feels like I am.. ahhh, never mind!) – ♥I
hate perverts on the loose who act like there isn’t anything far important than
just gettin laid and pissin’ me off with their rude personality♥

♥just wanna say these to all: you should know that I am
really more than what you see in my pix!
♥ don’t be deceived by
what you see coz I am MORE than that! ♥

♥ I like guys who know how
to play the guitar and one who can sing to me (out of my league…..
that song really gives me the shivers — in a good way that is) and the feeling
of being really adored ♥ and dance with me (though I don’t know how to
dance…) ♥

♥Those guys out there who think they’re of
same brain frequency as mine and have more things to say rather than just being
annoying and making nonsense remarks, ♥maybe
we could get along very well… ♥I love people who loves cracking up jokes.. ♥ They really make my day! ♥

♥but then,
I don’t have time for REAL LOVE (I am talking in here the REAL “SENSE” of that
word, okay?) ♥I actually don’t believe that there is still one
guy in this small world of mine who is♥ “good”
enough to not break my heart and cause me to shed a single tear. ♥ every
guy nowadays is getting to be a CRAZY FOOL when it comes to heart matters. They
are just a WASTE of TIME…♥

♥all I wanted is someone who’ll accept not just
the good side of me but also love the not-so-good for I am just human… (I am talking bout NEW FRIENDS…) ♥ I’ve known my faults and just for my better
half, I can also meet and accept my faults. ♥

♥Meeting
different people means learning different things—it means new experiences and
challenges. ♥ May
it be good or bad. ♥In ‘GOOD’ meaning, I take that as a guide to
the next step towards my future. ♥In ‘BAD’ meaning I learn from the mistakes that
we, as humans make and try to surpass on that. To put it in plain and simple
words, YOU… yes, YOU make ME who I am… So there… either YOU comprehend or not… ♥that’s
for YOU to figure out… ♥It’s
not difficult to get along with me, please just be REAL and use common
courtesy and all will be good. ♥Show me what you’ve got. ♥Show
me respect and I’ll show you one (respect begets respect…). ♥Don’t play too hard on me or you’ll regret it
in the end. ♥Be civil and show me who you really are. Coz with
me—what you see is what you really get.♥

♥SO
you… yes YOU…♥ beware… coz I
may love you and then hate you…♥

♥jEe_sAm♥