When was the last time that I posted something here? Sorry, got s busy with hospital works-- duties and all. And i feel sorry for not finding time to update this.
I am here right now at Starbucks Matalino, tryna study but then, boom! I could hardly concentrate. I've been so out of focus lately-- been so absent-minded that I always end up wasting too much of my time. I know, I'm gonna regret this soon-- in the near future. The board exam is fast approaching and I felt like I am NOT READY for it. I should've started studying months before-- even before internship started. but nada! I dunno. what was I thinking? i know it's way too late but I will TRY my BEST TO STUDY. THIS, I PROMISE TO MYSELF. I've to pass the 2014 MEDICAL BOARD EXAM, be a PHYSICIAN-- A MILITARY DOCTOR. No, i don't wanna get rich! I wanna fulfill my dream of going to some far-flung areas, and help those who are in need of my help. God, please help me. I badly wanted to become a doctor-- not just for me, but for my family-- and for other people.
Yay! I know, I made a lot of mistakes. I always make one-- and I think tis time for me to find some place, meditate and repent for all of my sins. I am sorry to all those I've wronged. I badly needed counselling, I know. My weak heart isn't helping me at all. 2 days. give me two days and I'll find myself. I will be a better person tomorrow and the following days.
SORRY. SORRY. I am SORRY! :(
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