It’s 3:42 pm, August 04 2011. Just saw the result of our OB-GYNE Module II exam. And yeah, as expected, I failed. Well, i wouldn’t say that i’m not hurt cause i effin’ am. Haha. What i’m showing is more of a fake emotion (or am I?). well, i didn’t smile nor frown. Flat-affect. That’s it! NO EMOTION at all. Been sick for few days now. Been thinking of lotsa things for weeks now. Been preparing myself for weeks now. Heck, i forgot my academics. Then, there i go, doing a last minute studying; gulping every ounce of black coffee (which i’m not used to) at Dunkin Donuts, skipping meals and trying to read the 2 OB-Gyne books for some 3-4 consecutive overnights. And the result, RACOON EYES, FEVER, CHILLS, TENSION HEADACHE, GERD ATTACKS (almost every time i eat) and FAILING EXAM!
I am not gonna blame anyone for my mishap. It’s no one’s fault. Not mine. Not anyone else’s. There’s a reason. and i think, it’s one of God’s way of telling me to learn how to prioritize things. FIRST THING FIRST. Hayst.
Well, anyways, i’d be deactivating my FB accounts tomorrow. FRIDAY. Greatest distraction ever. FOCUS, this time around, that’s what i’m gonna do. Hopefully, i could do better next time. InshaAllah.
So til here. Zoom zoom!
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