Irregularly irregular.

I could barely understand myself these past few days. BREAKEVEN-- that had been an LSS for like 2 weeks now and I don't know why. Singing at the top of my lungs when I'm alone in my room, trying to defeat the silence and win over insanity. It's just fugly that I had to go through this again after years of believing that I am okay. I am not sure anymore of what I wanted in my life. BACK to ZERO. NO PLANS. Nothing.


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